Hysterical Literature: Session One: Stoya (Official)

ANGEL.....


I asked God to help become an Angel. Let me be an Angel. I will be your best Angel. I will help all those who felt like me. Who thought they were destined to be lost. The ones who thought you never listened or abandoned them. God said," You have to earn your way to be an Angel." I said that I was willing. God said,"I know. I already started you on the path." I thought back in time to when I might have started asking for this blessing. I could not remember. God said,"The suffering you know is of your own making and every time you fell one of my Angels was there to catch you." Please tell me what to do God. I am not sure if I can stop myself from doing the wrong thing or losing faith sometimes. God said, "If you didn't I would think you were already an Angel and have no need for you to help others.The ones who already know I love them are doing fine. It is the ones who lose faith and live as though I do not exist that need help." I said cool then I they are just like me and I can do this. I found my purpose.

My Environmental Dream for June 4th

I want my walk on the cobblestone in the dark with the spirits and the
blonde. Leather and latex, fit as a fiddle, ready to kill and lipstick
to match.

There is no hope for the future. Higher prices and increased control of everything I like.

Why would you want to drive and not make noise, love in a latex sheath, grow only to be less attractive, save only to spend it on dying. The worst is to watch little shits who inherit what some man has worked for his whole life only to buy pool tables, gamble, pay for homey cars with rims, and whore your fat ass all over town. Why did the man work so you could be a piece of fucking trash?

I want to and will walk. I want to and will do the few writes I need to stop the death hunt. I will not find the one I am looking for. I need to be by me. I have been by me too long to not be. I do not know how to be at peace, I never want to be. How could you know if you never felt it?

Please let me be an Angel for the ones who never understood why it matters that you just are the way you are. Remember all the ones who were old when they were young and pretty on the outside, now they talk of the past as if it were the best days of their lives. Dumbfucks. I dream of laying out whitey for penance sake.... Give me a dealers chance of redemption and maybe one less pain for their future victims of choice.

Free will is my burden. I choose not to listen. Hit the Road, Jack. Hit the Road, Dax. Hit the Road. I will never come back. I choose to come back again. I will never make the same mistake. I never want to want a boat.

A boat is the symbol for what is entirely wrong with everything. This is for me. A boat is a symbol of too much time. Too much of the Jones'. Too much of the faction of former football players and beauty queens dreaming of yesteryear. Too much is too much. Barnacles have to be scraped. Drydock is always a necessity. Ahoy, Whore!

Shove the boat up your ass and see if you float. You are full of shit. If I hear one ounce of questioning, go away, your concern is never needed. What is needed is for me to be me and never buy a boat. Now, I smile from ear to ear. Pain shared is Pain lessened. Thanx NA. I am glad I am a recovering Addict.

Lie to me but do it with sincerity. C'mon and lay with me and tell me I am the only one. Tell me you love me. AHHA! Depeche Mode has the answers.

I really hope I upset the progressive thinking and peaceful douchebags. I remember a time when Paranoia of what some douche thought of me may rule and guide. Fuck that shit. I will not go down being liked.

Be Me, No Someone Else for June 4th

Damn, I wish I could of been someone else, anyone else, one of the ones who feel less when they wake. One of those who see less when they think. One of those who feel less when they think. One of those who think less when they feel. This does no good to feel all this and see all this. I see what I want out of focus and off in the distant.

There is no simile or metaphor for what I want because I don't know. all I know is I want to go home. Fuck this shit! I want no reproduction of my DNA, I want no boat. I want no humanitarian award. The deed done for the sake of adornment is in itself an act of ego and therefore means shit.

Floatilla for June 4th

Woodrow Wilson and FDR and Obama are Progressives. Ponder this, if the government does all the hiring and no one makes a product or provides and service to be taxed where does all the money come from to pay the government employees. See, you have to make money to hire people this is why this is BULLSHIT. No one has to pay anyone or you would never... See More believe this shit. Profit is the best thing ever. I get to buy more and someone gets to hire more people. We are all happy. My education in public school was shit, FDR was a hero in school. He is Stalin Lite.

I see no peaceful Muslims nor do I see where Mohammed is or was ever anything but a violent douchebag. Read the Quaran, HE IS A FALSE PROPHET!

Do not even give me the Christians are violent argument. I can see the difference. If you can't your an idiot.

Jews are chosen and I will stand by anyone, anytime for their freedom. The Mosque by me stands for freedom of religion in America. Stay that way Islam.

Artists for June 4th

I am so fuckin' tired of peope who call themselves artists and live off the sweat of others. People who don't work and complain about others lack of interest in their art. Go fuck yourself leeches. Anyone who calls themselves an artist isn't! If you think this applies to you then your paranoia is validated.

Why, Oh why is it okay to blame the human race for wanting to prosper and be warm or cold. If you hate the way your peers are behaving then give up all your luxuries and be a cave dweller. I HATE ENVIRONMENTAL ACTIVISM. I HAVE NO WHITE GUILT. I DO NOT LITTER AND HAVE NEVER OWNED A SLAVE SO FUCK OFF! GET A JOB.

If you turn off the shower when you are lathering up then you have never had to go without hot water, if you drive a freakin' hybrid or want to impose any form of mass transit on others then you have never had to take a job or jobs more than 20 miles fomr your home, see the hybrid may make it back and forth to one job but not the second in the same day.

The mass transit would not allow you to work two jobs because of the
amount of time it takes to get to your exact location if it even went
there. I fucking hate these people.

Fuck I hate PROGRESSIVES! Give up your shit and then we will see how it works. I hate socialism and anything to do with it. Leave me alone. Get a job.

Woodrow Wilson and FDR and Obama are Progressives. Ponder this, if the government does all the hiring and no one makes a product or provides and service to be taxed where does all the money come from to pay the government employees. See, you have to make money to hire people this is why this is BULLSHIT. No one has to pay anyone or you would never... See More believe this shit. Profit is the best thing ever. I get to buy more and someone gets to hire more people. We are all happy. My education in public school was shit, FDR was a hero in school. He is Stalin Lite.

PET PEEVE for the 24th

Biggest Pet Peeve, well it is more like a lost animal or maybe a caged animal in heat or how about a fuckin' loose tool that has been dropped from a 100 story buildin'.

I was listening to Noise Pollution Radio and sense they cannot make a profit or sell advertising time and have to beg for money they are pissed off and subject their listeners to bad puns and shitty metaphors. When in the hell did good writing become defined by how many metaphors you can associate an issue with.

This has to be due to poor professors and other bad literature become popular and taught as the diagram or "roadmap", ohhhhh I jusat used quotes, another fuckin' dumb fuckin' use of the common place writing that is considered intelligent. I am going to fuckin' strangle the next writer I meet who writes in metaphors thinking he is cute.

If it is a chick I am going to pull the stick out of her ass and let all the hot air out. I cannot stand this trend. Who the hell is so fuckin' stupid that they think a metaphor is equivalent to an intuitive or eclectic viewpoint. Yes, eclectic which means a conundrum of bullshit words put together so the so called norm.

I cannot take this I am going to shoot myself. on a daily basis I am bombarded by dumbass so called highbrow writing and reading or VO who think that if they get one past the listener or reader they, as a writer have succeeded. Why in the fuck would a lack of the ability to explain common place events from the day be ...seen as good enough to go out on the national airwaves? No wonder they cannot make any money.

I am ready to leave. I keep trying to conform. Why is this so hard? Fuck everyone and everything who thinks the Government has ever done anything even remotely correct. A government that takes from its people while lying to it is shit. Why should I even be worried about what I am writing. Political descent and the writing of such descent is what we were founded on. Facebook sux they will not post this.

Fuck, no wonder I got high for so long. I cannot take this mind numbing bullshit and I hate everything I write so lets see. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.

Why or how does anyone ever greenlight these people? this shit sux. So, does fucking Grey's Anatomy! What a dumb show. Go watch a trainwreck and it would be better.