Today, I started to dream again. I will not be hard on myself because I know people love me. I am good person. I can hear it all in my head. The good and the bad are all in my head battling it out constantly. No one ever wins they just drive each other crazy. Which, in the end, is me. I am worried I cannot do this. I really want this. This is my dream. I can hear the stories in my head. Please let them come out. I do not want to criticize myself. Help me God!