If it wasn't for the sex, I would rather just be alone. I thought I had found someone that i could build a relationship with but she is still whacked out. No matter how much work I do on myself the women I want are never happy with who I am. When i was a using drug addict they all told me it was the drugs in the way. Now they come up with something else. It isn;'t as if they just leave either. Often the women stick around and make sure I know what is wrong with me. Hmmmmm, I did not know I was so fucked up. Do they really think I do not know that I have problems?
Dax's Assets: laughs alot, nice, generous, likes to buy shoes and clothes for girlfriends, cuddles, thick penis, loves oral sex, works out, no drink or drugs, house, motorcycle, prays, wants to get married, faithful, committed, full head of hair, showers regularly, good relationship with father, lots of friends, job, finishing college, truck, savings, wnats to grow, loves sex, loves women, honest, volunteers with teenagers, strong faith in higher power, takes the right medication to help my psych stuff, takes care of self, good realtionship with sister/bro-n-law/niece, listens and cares about others, I like myself,I am often happy, optimistic, I am not insane anymore.
Dax's Defects: Obsessive compulsive, likes really weird sex, recovering drug addict, manic depressive, often late, mother is crazy, self depricating, negative sometimes, sarcastic, low self esteem sometimes.....basically a work in progress.
For the first time in my life the good outweighs the bad. If the women do not see this then fuck em.
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