Satan Lend Me a Dollar

Satan Lend Me a Dollar

Evil exists. If you think it doesn’t then you never leave your home. I often wonder why some see only the good in everything while others see only the bad. This has nothing to do with perception though, This has everything to do with actions. It all starts with a thought. I knew right from wrong at some point but as I got tired of the good in life it became easier and easier to do the wrong thing. And that is what evil is the little choices you make a thousand times a day eventually. Those little choices become bigger and bigger choices and you choose to do the wrong thing.
I loved to do the right thing for a while, about 5 and a half years, but eventually it became too good. I know how can you say something is too good, Well it can be. Happiness for me was always a problem, the happier I became and the more people liked me the more uncomfortable life was for me. I am not a genuinely bad person but I made a choice to go back to the other side , you know the side of the demons. Now I may not know exactly what or who they are. You can put a name on them if you want. I chose to call him Satan and he has alot working for him. I could never get rid of them totally in my head so I gave in. If you even get caught up in the Fuck Christianity trip and tell me that Satan is like Santa and he was invented to scare or reward ( I still do not know which is which for whatever entity.) You are missing out on the point and you may as well FUCK OFF.
The reason he persists , Satan not Santa, is so many believe in the ultimate good nature of humans.WRONG.
It is all a struggle and forget the religion aspect and see the truth. Anyone at anytime can choose the wrong thing to do. It is always easier to do the wrong thing than to do the right thing. Why do you think we do it. It’s for the rush. Every adrenaline junkie knows the feeling of going against the grain. The first time you steal it is hard, if you were raised the way I was, but after the guilt and shame grow they only fuel your fire.
The Fort
When I was just a boy, Oh wauit let me tell you who I am DAX, not Dix or Dex or Dexter but DAX. Who cares if you remember, I will make you never forget. As a young lad I had a lot of hang ups but one of the treasures of growing up was our forts. We coould go into the park next to our subdivision and escape into the wilderness whjere we could build a Satan Lend Me a Dollar

Evil exists. If you think it doesn’t then you never leave your home. I often wonder why some see only the good in everything while others see only the bad. This has nothing to do with perception though, This has everything to do with actions. It all starts with a thought. I knew right from wrong at some point but as I got tired of the good in life it became easier and easier to do the wrong thing. And that is what evil is the little choices you make a thousand times a day eventually. Those little choices become bigger and bigger choices and you choose to do the wrong thing.
I loved to do the right thing for a while, about 5 and a half years, but eventually it became too good. I know how can you say something is too good, Well it can be. Happiness for me was always a problem, the happier I became and the more people liked me the more uncomfortable life was for me. I am not a genuinely bad person but I made a choice to go back to the other side , you know the side of the demons. Now I may not know exactly what or who they are. You can put a name on them if you want. I chose to call him Satan and he has alot working for him. I could never get rid of them totally in my head so I gave in. If you even get caught up in the Fuck Christianity trip and tell me that Satan is like Santa and he was invented to scare or reward ( I still do not know which is which for whatever entity.) You are missing out on the point and you may as well FUCK OFF.
The reason he persists , Satan not Santa, is so many believe in the ultimate good nature of humans.WRONG.
It is all a struggle and forget the religion aspect and see the truth. Anyone at anytime can choose the wrong thing to do. It is always easier to do the wrong thing than to do the right thing. Why do you think we do it. It’s for the rush. Every adrenaline junkie knows the feeling of going against the grain. The first time you steal it is hard, if you were raised the way I was, but after the guilt and shame grow they only fuel your fire.
The Fort
When I was just a boy, Oh wauit let me tell you who I am DAX, not Dix or Dex or Dexter but DAX. Who cares if you remember, I will make you never forget. As a young lad I had a lot of hang ups but one of the treasures of growing up was our forts. We coould go into the park next to our subdivision and escape into the wilderness whjere we could build a